My 2012 started the way it should be. Loved. Cared. Spoiled. Days keep going, I was broken. Fooled. Pushed away. I cried. Cursed. Hate was present in my heart. I thought it was the end of me. I stand again. I regained that smile and to tell you frankly, it was hard as hell. I loved again. I pushed myself to my limits. I had fun. I was happy and still am.
This was my beachin' and fun-filled nights year. Went to Nasugbu with college friends. Mainit Batangas with the family. Eastwood swimmin' with college friends. Boracay with friends and Galera with officemates/friends. Batangas again with the rest of the family.
Alcohol year it is! We drink when we're happy. When the people around me are depress. And when we feel like it. Beerpong with officemates. I was even asked to join the tournament. Had that hell of an experience with the lambanog which I received on my birthday. Bacardi was "woo" that's all I can say. The feeling was hell!
My first overnight with friends happened this year. All of a sudden Tagaytay trip with college friends. It was my very first time to celebrate my birthday thrice with the people close to my heart. My first plane ride too. Let's not forgot my ATV ride. Overnight birthday celebration at Antipolo which my mom whole heartedly let me.
I bought what I want. I wear what I want. I do what I want. I let my mouth speak and mean every word that comes out of it. My self-esteem and confidence increased a bit. Snap decisions all over the year. My life is on my own hands now.
This year was a BAAAAAAANG! But things always come to an end. 2012 will soon end, so as my vices and the bitchy-ness attitude of mine. (Will surely try this) Will no longer be picky when it comes to food I eat. And I will definitely work hard and be mature enough in everything.
2013? BRING IT ON!
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