Desisyon

Kung ano ang nasa puso mo, Sundin mo. Mas masarap gawin ang bagay na gusto mo.

Eto totoo

The next one will be my last

Sabi ko sa aking sarili.

Matanda na ko para sa laro.

Gusto ko seryosohan.

Wala na akong ibabata.

Ayoko tumandang dalaga.

Kung kanino man tumibok ang puso ko,

Mamahalin ko siya ng buong buo.

Hindi ako nagmamadali,

Wala naman ako hinahabol.

Kung sino ka man,

Ang swerte mo pare.

Stripped (2)

Stripped (1)

Dream Come True

My baby was born last March 20, 2012 at Abenson Shangrila Mall at Shaw Mandaluyong. It comes with a bag, tripod, 8GB memory card, photography book, CD's and manual. 

Say hello to them baby!

Oh yes! Finally! The long wait is over. I can call you mine now. I was supposed to buy the red one but my brother told me not to. Oh anyways, it's light and I wanna buy a lens too. When I have the money of course.  

Thank you Mr. Salesman for giving it a try. :)

What now? I need to learn how to use this thing a little more. Explore Explore  Explore Oh yes! Explore. I'm planning to go to Manila Zoo every Saturday starting next week for a free photography lesson by Canon. Please Lord, help me to be patient to understand all those things. Thank You. 

Self Time

Sometimes, we really need to be alone to reflect on the things that's happening to our life.

Gawin mo. Para sayo to.

Gusto mo sumaya diba? Wag mo siyang isipin. Wag kang gumawa ng paraan para malaman ang kalagayan niya. Wag mong alalahanin lahat. Wag mong subukan, GAWIN MO!

Itatak mo sa utak mo

Kahit anong gala at inom ang gawin mo para makalimot di mo yun magagawa kung bago matapos ang araw siya pa din ang iisipin mo. Tulungan mo sarili mo. Ikaw lang may kayang gawin yun. Hindi kaibigan mo o alak sa tabi mo - IKAW LANG!

Huli na

Wala naman kasi ako napapala sa kagagahang ginagawa ko eh. Sarili ko lang napeperwisyo. Paulit-ulit lang ang hinaing ko pero di ko naman magawang resolbahin. Na-stuck na ko sa level 1 ikaw patapos mo na ang misyon. 

Inisip kong magpakamatay na lang pero ang PATHETIC. Inisip ko magpahula para sana alam ko na kahihinatnan ng buhay ko pero ayaw ko pangunahan ang tadhana. Magisa kong tinatahak ang landas na dapat kasama kita. PUTANGINA NORMAN SAN AKO NAGKULANG? Alam ng buong mundo lahat ng ginawa ko para sa'yo at lahat ng gagawin ko para sa'yo. Sana naisip mo, AKO LANG ANG MAY KAYANG GAWIN YUN! 

Ilang beses kong sinabing AYAW KO NA. AYAW KO NA TALAGA. ANG SAKIT SAKIT NA. PERO ANONG GINAGAWA KO? Eto, nagpapakatanga at umaasa na babalik ka. Punyeta! Bawat lingon ko may alaala ka, nating dalawa. Hindi ko nga alam kung pano mo nagagawang umarte ng ganyan eh, na parang wala lang. Hindi ko alam kung anong meron sa'yo at ganto na lang ang epekto mo sa akin. Hindi ko alam kung anong meron sa ating halos 4 na taon na pagsasama na hindi ko magawang kalimutan. Hindi ko alam kung saan ako nagkulang. Hindi mawari ng utak ko kung paano mo nagawa yan at ganon mo na lang kabilis tinapon ang lahat. Hindi mo ba alam na parang sinampal ako kaliwa't kanan sa ginawa mo? Buong pagkatao ko kinuha mo na sa 4 na taon na yun, hanggang sa pag iwan mo sa akin WALA KANG TINIRA. 

Ngayon hirap na hirap ako magumpisa ulit dahil wala ng natira sa sarili ko. Lahat binigay ko sa'yo. So ibig sabihin ba nyan sa 4 na taon na yun, nagkalokohan lang tayo? Ako lang ang nagmamahal? 

Wag daw kita i-judge agad. Baka daw nasaktan ka din. Baka nag struggle ka din sometime. Pero PUTA kelan yun? O struggle kuno kaya ayun nambabae ka?

Ilang beses ko man sabihin sa sarili ko na masaya ako kasi masaya ka, NAKAKAGAGO! Selfish na kung selfish pero wala kang karapatan sumaya brader! Siguro meron pero hindi pa ngayon.

Isa lang talaga ang gusto kong sabihin sa'yo eh.

"I'll live my life the way it has to be. Whether it includes you or not." 

Thankful

I have all the reason to hate because I was hurt by the person I love and because of that I took for granted the main reason I am living. I let my world revolve around you - Only to you.
Having a love life takes time. It was my reason for living for the past 4 years of my life thinking there'll be no one to come along. Thinking that person is perfect - That we are perfect. I became too much dependent to that person thinking he'll never leave but he did. 
When I thought I have nothing, these people were with me. I am just thankful for having a loving family, cool friends, and work. What more can I ask for? I took them for granted and yet they are still behind my back every denouement of my life. And for that I am very much thankful having them in my life.

Senses

When you lie, I covered my ears.

When you flirt, I covered my eyes.

When you pushed me away, I hold on tighter.

When you told me you don't love me, I didn't believe.

I'm stupid to care when you care less.

My ears, eyes, hands are ready to be fooled again.

But my heart, It's a different story.

A year ago

After a year, What did you gain? What did you learn? Where are you now? 

Saklap diba?

Mag 1 buwan na pala. Siya okay na, ako hindi pa.

Maskara

Huwag mong piliting papaniwalain ang sarili mo na wala na siyang halaga sayo dahil ikaw mismo may alam na mahalaga at mahal mo pa din siya. Huwag kang tanga-tangahan. Walang pupuntahan yan. 

Walang bawian

Bakit nga ba nagagawa nating ipilit ang bagay na malabo na? Wag mong sabihing katangahan ang ginawa mo. Yun kasi ang sinasabi ng puso at utak mong gawin. Sa isang banda, ginusto mo din. Wag mong sisihin ang sarili mo kung asan ka ngayon, pinagdesisyunan mo yan eh - Panindigan mo!

Are you?

You can only tell yourself you are over him when everyone around you talks about him and not a thing about what they tell affects you.

Eh kaso hindi eh

Kung ako isa sa mga sinasabi mong "kaibigan" mo, binigyan na kita ng isang matinding sapak ng matauhan kang mali ang ginagawa mo. Na hindi cool ang ginagawa mo.

Sa Totoo Lang

Hindi ko makita sarili ko na girlfriend ng iba bukod sayo. Lalong hindi ko ma-imagine na hindi ikaw kasama ko sa pagtanda ko.

Gusto ko din sumaya at kalimutan ka. Wag kang alalahanin ng maging tunay na kong maligaya. 

Sa totoo lang, hindi ko alam kung kelan dadating yung panahong yun. Litong-lito na ko sa totoo lang.

A piece of hope

I've got so much love for you baby. You dumped it all.

Our almost 4 years bitter-sweet love, you threw it to the sink.

I was betrayed by you - a man I never thought capable of doing such.

You got me all replaced with a girl you just met.

Just for a stupid reason I wasn't ever present.

I lied when I told you I'm not hurt. Of course I am!

In my dreams you're always present.

I don't know what it means or does it really mean a thing?

Now you're taking shortcuts with your girl to be happy.

And I'm all alone in this spooky, deserted path

As much as I want to hate you, I just can't. 

Am still hoping you'd reach your hand to help me.

And together we'll make a brand new start. You and Me.

Tama?

Hangga't walang sense of contentment ang tao hindi sila tunay na magiging maligaya.

Hindi lahat ng babaeng maganda taken na, yung iba time out muna kasi sobrang nasaktan na sila. :))))))))))))))))

Yes it does.

I'm not scared nor afraid to fall in love. The thought of getting hurt scares me the most.

True

Wala akong LOVELIFE pero I LOVE LIFE.

Para sayo

Iniwan ko ang bagay na higit na importante kasi akala ko ikaw ay permanente.

It's MIND OVER MATTER dude.

There's no easy way out. I feel you. I'm still here in the stage where I can't help but to look back. It's hard to keep the tears from falling everytime you reminisce. I know. I told you I'm still stuck in the same phase as you. But we can all get through this. This too shall pass.

Why?

Why is it hard to understand that life’s going to break you into pieces, bits and parts that you have to put it all together again, get back up and embrace every single thing and face the world as if nothing happened?

Clueless

I don't know where I'm going. But I'm on my way.

FACT

BITTERNESS - It's a coping mechanism for those who got their heart broken.

My weakness

"We all have our weaknesses. You just happened to be mine."