Roller coaster ride indeed!

My 2012 started the way it should be. Loved. Cared. Spoiled. Days keep going, I was broken. Fooled. Pushed away.  I cried. Cursed. Hate was present in my heart. I thought it was the end of me. I stand again. I regained that smile and to tell you frankly, it was hard as hell. I loved again. I pushed myself to my limits. I had fun. I was happy and still am.

This was my beachin' and fun-filled nights year. Went to Nasugbu with college friends. Mainit Batangas with the family. Eastwood swimmin' with college friends. Boracay with friends and Galera with officemates/friends. Batangas again with the rest of the family.

Alcohol year it is! We drink when we're happy. When the people around me are depress. And when we feel like it. Beerpong with officemates. I was even asked to join the tournament. Had that hell of an experience with the lambanog which I received on my birthday. Bacardi was "woo" that's all I can say. The feeling was hell!

My first overnight with friends happened this year. All of a sudden Tagaytay trip with college friends. It was my very first time to celebrate my birthday thrice with the people close to my heart. My first plane ride too. Let's not forgot my ATV ride. Overnight birthday celebration at Antipolo which my mom whole heartedly let me.

I bought what I want. I wear what I want. I do what I want. I let my mouth speak and mean every word that comes out of it. My self-esteem and confidence increased a bit. Snap decisions all over the year. My life is on my own hands now.

This year was a BAAAAAAANG! But things always come to an end. 2012 will soon end, so as my vices and the bitchy-ness attitude of mine. (Will surely try this) Will no longer be picky when it comes to food I eat. And I will definitely work hard and be mature enough in everything.

2013? BRING IT ON!

Noon... Ngayon...

Noon, di ko makita sarili ko na hindi ikaw kasama ko sa pagtanda.
Dahil naplano ko na ang lahat na ikaw ng kasama.
Ngayon, di ko na makita sarili ko na ikaw pa din hanggang huli.
Dahil natutunan kong tanggapin ang lahat.
Noon, umasa akong babalik ka.
Ngayon, kaya ko pala kahit wala ka.
I kept on making stories, that in time you'll want me back.
Because I was blinded with the love we had.
Thinking that it'll be the best I'll ever have.
Time, Experiences and God taught me a lot.
People and things around me realize the value of things.
Kahit anong plano mo,
Kahit anong pilit mo,
Kung hindi para sa'yo,
Hindi kailanman magiging sa'yo.

Okay na nga kaya?

Bigla ka na lang namin napagusapan kahapon.
Natawa sila sa kwento ko.
Puro masasaya kasi ang lumabas sa bibig ko.
Masisisi mo ba ako?
Yun kasi ang naalala ko.
Bigla nila nasabi na okay na daw ako.
Sa unang pagkakataon, sinabi nila yun.
Napaisip tuloy ako,
Okay na nga kaya ako?
Kaya ko na kaya ang makita ka?
Kaya ko na kaya ang makausap ka?
Pero bakit natatakot ako?
Bakit may pangamba pa din sa dibdib ko?
Pero baka nga.
Baka nga tama sila.

My 2012

My 2012 was one hell of a year for me. Literally! Lahat na yata ng possible feeling na nararamdaman ng tao, naramdaman ko ngayong taong to. I am loved. I was hurt. I cried. I've been taken for granted. Cheated on. Lied to. Iniwan sa ere. Ginawang isang malaking joke ang existence ko. I got drunk never wasted. I enjoyed life. I am fearless. I am happy. Hell yeah! What year it has been.

To Janna, you're the sweetest! The meanest creature I know. Alam mo lahat ng iyak at tawa ko. Thank you for putting up an effort sa pakikinig sa kwento ko. Thank you for the mean advice you kept on giving me. Thank you kasi dahil sa'yo hindi na ako gaano ka-uto uto tulad ng dati. Sorry kung napaka-tigas ng ulo ko. 

To TG, kahit ilang beses ko na kayo tinalikuran andyan pa din kayo hanggang ngayon. Kayo ang unang nakinig sa akin sa pinagdaanan ko. Moving on wasn't that hard to do because of you guys! Sa tuwing may problema ako o pinagdadaanan ako, isang tawag lang andyan na kayo. Most especially, Peki isama na din natin si Jo-Anne ha? Thank you bitches!

To Krishia && Madz, halos araw-araw tayo magkasama. Alam ko umay na kayo sa kwento kong si Engr at si MIB3 pero walang humpay pa din kayo sa pagsasabi sa akin. Pinapamukha niyo sa akin na grabe ang paninindigan ko. Di ko alam kung pano ako mabubuhay sa office ng wala kayo.

To my family. I've been an ass this year. Sorry. I love you naman eh. 

Thanks to those who have been part of my year. To those who left, Thank you. Tinuro niyo sa akin tanggapin ang mga bagay bagay sa mahirap na paraan. To those who stayed, I'm looking forward for more laughter with you guys! Isa kayo sa mga dahilan kung bakit nakatayo pa din ako sa tuwing madadapa ako.. Thank you ng sobra! I owe you all a lot! To those I took for granted, Sorry. I can't promise that it won't happen again. Ang sa akin lang, matuto naman kayo makaramdam. 

Chill lang

I've been thinking and I keep on asking myself "Anong mali sa akin? Panget ba ko? Bakit lagi na lang akong nasasaktan?" Bukod sa fact na I am so not confident being me. I have lots of insecurities and all that. Normal na sa akin yun eh. Yung kahit na anong convince ko sa sarili ko na I LOVE MYSELF. I LOVED MYSELF ENOUGH AND BEEN THINKING THAT I AM NOW READY TO SHARE IT pero bakit parang wala yung taong dapat kong share-an nung love na yun?

Nung mga araw na di ko naman dinadasal, dumating. Ngayong medyo sinasama ko na yun sa dasal ko, tsaka naman wala. Tsaka naman ako nakakaramdam ng sakit na in the first place wala naman dapat. How ironic huh? I am not desperate, I just feel alone at hindi ako sa sanay sa gantong feeling.

I used to get what I want. I do everything to get it. Ngayong taon ko lang na-realize na hindi lahat ng gusto ko makukuha ko. Kahit anong gawin at pilit ko kung hindi naman talaga para sa akin, wala na kong magagawa kundi tanggapin.

Sa unang pagkakataon, ni-let go ko ang taong naging mahaba at malaking parte ng buhay ko. Sa pangalawang pagkakataon, (at dinadasal ko na sana ito na ang huli) kelangan wag ko na pansinin itong nararamdaman ko para sa isang tao na malabong maging akin kahit kelan. Ang saklap no? We always want those we can't have.

How would I do that? Lahat ng sweet words sinabi nya na. A for effort ang peg niya. He love his family that much. Engr pa. Kung tutuusin, complete package na nga eh. Kaso hanggang dun lang yata talaga kami. Nothing more nothing less. Ang hirap lang. Isa ka sa dahilan ng pag-usad ko noon, pero ikaw na ang dahilan kung bakit ako nalulugmok ngayon.

Hindi ko na mamadaliin ang lahat. Pipilitin ko. Hindi ko na kukuwestyunin ang sarili ko. Hindi ko na kukwestyunin ang mga plano niya. Walang mali sa akin. I'll stop myself for feeling this way. Lahat ng sakit na to, sobrang sobrang pagmamahal ang kapalit, umaapaw pa. Hindi man ngayon, pero soon. 

Like what my friends keep on telling me, CHILL KA LANG KASI.

Happy Birthday Jeff

TG as we label our group or I might say family ('coz we are) celebrated Jeff's birthday at Giligan's Mall of Asia last Monday November 19, 2012. 

Since I arrived late, they we're all busy having their dinner. 

After dinner, you know what it is. Drinks all over. That's how we roll. 

Peki and Me.

The celebrant, Jeff and Me.

Karla. Stephen. Cess and Marvs.

Peki. Me. Josh. Karen. Stephen and Cess.

Stephen. Cess. Marvs. Juniper. Jessica & Jessica's jowawi.

Family Picture! Stephen. Me & Cess.

Me & Karla.

Cess. Marvs. Juniper. Jessica & the jowa.

Sorry for the poor quality of photos. Didn't brought my digicam that day and my ipod is the only thing I can rely on.

We're almost complete. Jha didn't make it but we all understand. Irra was there too. I last saw her when we graduated. Hahaha. That night was a blast. I felt like, I was the celebrant. Haha. I was the center of everything which shows they all missed me. Haha. Talked about summer plans and Christmas party. 

I went home early and when I say early, it's early in the AM. 

Being with friends you haven't seen for a long time is really funny. No gap to fill in. Just being us. And I really do miss this people. Looking forward for more get together. See you the soonest! 

Where did it all go wrong?

You gave me your time. I gave you mine.

You exerted effort. I appreciated it.

You like me. I like you.

What the hell happened?

Finish Line

You stole my heart from a simple hello.
Would you mind to give it back and say your goodbyes?
This isn't for formality's sake.
Our situation I can't take.

A piece of cake in the beginning.
Never thought that one day I'd catch feelings.
This kind of deep feeling.
Thinking that this will lead to something.

You brought back the smile on my face.
You made my heart beat again.
It's something I know you gained.
And now, because of you I am now in tears.


I don't want to think that this is temporary.
Because this feeling I have is extraordinary.
I can't seem to get enough of you.
But it's time to let go Boo.

Para sa'yo Itay

Ang anchor at steering wheel na tattoo ko na to ay para sa'yo Tatay. Oo! Seaman ang tatay ko. 

  

Kung tutuusin, galet ako sa'yo dba? In time, na-realize ko kung para saan at bakit mo nagawa lahat ng ginawa mo sa akin noon. Nang dahil sa'yo, naging matatag ako. Naging matapang ako. Lahat ng yun dahil sa'yo. Malaking parte ka ng buhay ko at hindi ko maipagkakaila na anak mo ko. You'll always be a part of me. Alam kong andyan ka lang sa tabi ko, binabantayan ako. 

"Guide me through whatever. Keep me out of danger."

Letting go

I'm letting go.
The feelings I have for you,
I'll let it all go.
The way you stare.
The way you held my hand.
The way you hug me tight.
Your sweet kiss.
They will all just be memories.
There's no "US"
but I'm letting go.

TOKIS

Nangako ka eh. Tuparin mo.
Sana hindi ka nangako. Umasa ako eh.
So ngayon pano na? Ganto na lang?
Try mo panindigan. Subukan mo lang.

One Proud Letranite Represent

  
Mine, Janna's and Alvin's tickets for the game earlier. Letran vs Baste it is. And yes, Patron Seats baby! I bought them last Thursday at CSJL - Intra. I really have plans to watch it BUT sadly, I don't have company. So when Janna asked me if I wanted to come, I hurriedly say yes.

Got myself this board from our school. ARRIBA LETRAN! Got myself a balloon too! Yeheeeey! Perfect for cheering aren't they?

A basketball fanatic in me. A die hard cheerleader within. A proud Letranite here! 

1st Quarter Scores.

2nd Quarter Scores. :)

Half time! Animo Red! Animo Blue!

3rd Quarter scores.

Crowd gone wild!

FINAL SCORES! ARRIBA!

That's Kevin Louie Alas, jersey #6 right there with fellow Letranites.  Kevin Alas scored 43 points tonight. It's his new career-high. ARRIBA! 

Technical fouls all over. Players and fans getting ejected from the venue. ''POGI KAMI, PANGIT KAYO!'' chant. Trash-talking. I missed this. I experienced this way back at my freshmen year. 

Front seats. Great view. Intense game. This is one of my firsts and this will not be the last. I promise!

Till the next face-off Stags! See you again on Monday. Will be watching the game LIVE! You heard me right, YES! LIVE!

What you made me feel. What I Learned.

I was holding your hands, but I can’t feel anything.

I stared deep in your eyes, but I see somebody else.

I hugged you tight, but you didn’t even try.

I kissed your lips, then that’s it.

I told you “I love you”, you didn’t even replied.

Do you know how much it hurts?

You already bid goodbye, without even saying it.

But you know what?

I don’t regret being stupid with you.

I learned fake from real.

I learned lies from facts.

I learned reality over fantasy.

Lolaaaaaaaa!

Nasabi ko na ba sa inyong lola's girl ako? Spoiled ako sa lola ko. Lahat ng gusto ko, binibigay niya. Mahal na mahal ko siya at ganon din naman siya sa akin.

Tuwing bakasyon, nasa kanila ako. Agahan namin ay noodles na may itlog, favorite ko. Tanghalian namin ay, dinuguan. Meryenda namin ay minatamis na saging. Sa totoo lang, tuwing bakasyon, nagiging bilugan ako. Sarap na sarap ako kumaen pag siya ang nagluto. Siya lang nakakapagpakain sa akin ng gulay at isda. Laging may mangga at ice scramble o kaya ice candy at ang paborito naming "jolly" sa hapon. Enjoy na enjoy ako pag bakasyon dahil nasa kanila ako. Pwede ako maglaro sa labas kasama mga kababata ko. Uuwi lang ako ng bahay para maligo at kumaen. Maligo sa dagat at magbilad sa arawan. Alam ko kasing pagbalik ko sa syudad, libro na naman ang kaharap ko.

Lumalaki na ako. Nadadagdagan na kaming mga apo niya. Madalang na kami umuwi sa kanya. Nararamdaman kong hindi na ako ang paborito niya. Nagselos ako. Nagpaliwanag siya at tinanggap ko. Nagkaron ako ng kaunting tampo sa kanya. Hinayaan ko. Sabi ko pa sa sarili ko "Bahala ka"

Nagkasakit siya, andun ako. Sa bawat problema ko, nakikinig siya. Sa mga masasayang araw ko, andun siya. Pag siya humiling, ginagawa ko. Minsan hiniling ko sa Diyos, "Sana nanay ko na lang siya." Siya lang kasi ang nakakaintindi sa akin. Siya lang ang kakampi ko. Siya lang ang ready makinig sa akin.

Nung nilisan niya ang mundo, andun ako. Ang sakit - sobrang sakit. Nawalan ako ng taong magcocomfort sa akin pag malungkot ako. Nawala yung taong proud na proud sa akin kahit di ko nakakamit yung expectations niya. Nawala yung kakampi ko. Nawala yung taong alam kong naging malaking bahagi ng buhay ko.

"Lola. Hirap na hirap na ako ngayon. Wala ako masabihan ng problema ko. Alam kong mas madali na dapat ngayon kasi nasa tabi lang kita. Pero alam mo yung feeling na gusto mo may nakikita kang nakikinig sayo. Na yayakapin ka pagkatapos mo magkwento at sasabihan kang "tahan na" Bukas pupuntahan kita. Kahit sa labas na lang ako ng bago mong bahay dahil wala akong susi, okay lang. Alam ko namang alam mo po ang pakiramdam ko ngayon. Uulitin ko ito sa inyo bukas. At sana gumaan na pakiramdam ko."

A Matter of Survival

I’ve been living in this globe for 22 years now. Breathing the same air you breathe. Seeing the same view your eyes can perceive. Hearing the noise of the city we both live in.

I’ve been bombarded by bullshits.  Expectations.  Karma.  Fake friends.  Lost Love.  Forbidden Love. Haters. Lies. I can’t even manage to list them all, but the amusing thing is; I’m strong enough to overcome those. After the rain, a rainbow will soon appear in front of you to lighten up your burden. Family. Real Friends.  Real Love. Dreams. Achievements. Love and Life itself.

I wasn’t indulged with luxurious things and extravagant possessions like any other girls but I was taught to be contented with everything I own. My parents conveyed me to prioritize my needs over my wants. I learned to accept my flaws and love myself for being me despite my so-called insecurities.

I know for a fact that life’s a gift and I don’t intend to waste it. Life is a roller coaster ride. You got to be fearless and brave. After the ride, be daring and bold. Stand firm and show to the world that you’re much better now and that was just a wonderful experience to ponder and laugh at.

It’s just that, I don’t give a fuck anymore. People hate. People change. People leave. And I learned it the hard way. With all pride and honor, I am happy. Contented. Ambitious.  Just keep on dreaming. Keep the good vibes in, set aside negativity. It’s just a matter of acceptance for one to survive.

He WAS my man

Hey you, young man.
Every details you have, I can still remember.
The way you had your haircut like a child.
The way I put your cap on, you easily get pissed.
Whenever I don't give back your hanky, you get angry.
Your eyes that I find attractive.
Your nose I love to pinch.
My breathe makes your ears sensitive.
Your cheeks and lips, I love to kiss.
Your body, though it's thin, I find comfortable to hug.
Your smile that makes me weak.
Your shoulders, I love to lean.
The arms you have, I love to slap.
Your hands, though rough, I love to hold.
Your flat tummy that I envy.
That thin long line marked in your body, I can't take to stare.
The long legs you possess.
Your foot is huge, same as you.
Am I that obvious?
Every inch of you, I miss.

My October First

1. 12hours++ of sleep.
2. Got out of bed early.
3. Arrive at the office early.
4. Good morning SMS from him just made my day.
5. Productive Monday.
6. Less rice for today.
7. Helped a person in need.

That sums up my Monday. I survived the first day of October which by the way is my month. I am so looking forward for the upcoming days. And wishing that this "kasipagan" of mine will last.

Dora Loves

Ako si Dora kahapon. Intra to MOA to Espanya. Sarap umalis ng bahay.

8:30AM ng linggo September 23, 2012 dumating na ang sundo ko. Sina Nico, Emman, Henrol at RV. Ang usapan nung gabi, pagdating nila at tulog pa ako, iiwan na nila ako. Nagising ako 6AM sa tawag nila pero hindi naman sila nagsasalita at feeling ko di pa din naman sila nakakaalis sa Cavite kaya natulog ako uli. Eto na nga dumating na sila at ako ay natutulog pa. Akala ko magagalit sila, buti na lang hindi.

Sa may San Diego Gardens, may gwardya sibil na ubod ng bait at binigyan niya kami ng mapa ng Intramuros para maging guide sa aing pag-iikot. 

Kala mo maliligaw eh no? AHAHA. Aaminin ko na, mahina lang talaga ako sa directions. Ang ganda lang diyan sa lugar na yan. Autumn na autumn ang datingan. 

Ang sunod naming pinuntahan ay ang Balarte San Diego. Ang tawag ko talaga sa makikita mo diyan eh "MAZE" Eh mukhang maze sa paningin ko eh.

I just love fountains. Gusto ko ng fountain sa bahay ko. Basta fascinated ako sa fountains, ferriswheel, lights, patterns. Tuwang tuwa na ako pag nakakakita ako niyan.

Ang pinaka-cool na kapatid. Yihoo! Salamt sa pagsama mo sa akin sa lakad niyong yan ha? HAHA. Ako na ang sabit na maganda at demanding. Aminin mo, natuwa ka kasi kasama ako.

Sa 4 na taon ko sa Intramuros, tagal kong ginustong makita yang lugar na yan. Kung kelan graduate na ako, bakit ngayon lang kita nakita? Ang saya lang panuorin yung mga taong naglalaro na yan. Kaso wala man lang ako picture sa graffiti. Nakakalungkot. Gusto ko pa naman. :(

Tanghaling tapat na. Napaka-init at pagod na pagod na kami at naglalagkitan na kami. HAHA. Kaya napagpasyahan na namin pumunta sa MOA para mag-lunch.

Sa Julie's ihaw-ihaw kami kumaen. Nahirapan ako paghiwalayin ang gulay sa pansit. Sermon ang inabot ko sa kanilang lahat. Nakakatuwa. Mas matanda ako sa kanila, pero ako yung nagmumukhang baby sister nila. 

Emman and Me.

I love to play balls. FYI, shooter ako. Na-miss ko maglaro sa arcade. HAHA. It brings back the child in me. Di sila makapaniwala sa score ko eh. Kaso dko na-beat yung high score. Sayang. Malapit na eh. Pa-practice pa ako next time. 

Eh naka-wedge ako. Eh napagod. HAHAHA

Ako daw yan. HAHA. Totoo? Tse! Nakita namin sa Department Store at natuwa din ako kaya sabi ko pictur-an nila ako. Eh spoiled ako, ayun kinunan nga nila ako.

One of the boys.

 

Look at what my brother gave me! Birthday gift nya daw sa akin. Isn't he the sweetest? He know me so well. September pa lang,, I received something na. Yay! Ang saya ko ng literal.

Past 5PM, umalis na kami sa MOA dahil pupunta kami sa Espanya. Pupuntahan kasi namin yung kapatid ni Nico. Kumaen ng sandwich, nagdaldalan at nagtawanan ng kaunti. Mga 7PM, umalis na kami ng condo. Pagdating namin sa sasakyan, naiwan yung susi sa loob. Di kami makapasok. Naghanap kami ng mekaniko na sa palagay namin ay makakatulong sa amin - kaso wala siyang nagawa. Naghanap kami ng isa pa. Pumunta kami sa tambayan ng bus driver na malapit dun sa lugar at dun na kami nagtanong. Buti na lang merong may alam. Wew. 10PM na kami nakaalis ng Espanya at naligaw pa kami. 

Mag-Tagaytay sana kami kaso gabi na at ayaw nila ko umuwi mag-isa. 

It was a happy day indeed!

A confession to make

Whenever I'm starting to feel that "happiness" again, Why do I feel that there's something missing? That something's not right? It doesn't fit or feel right? Why do I feel I'm far from getting over you? It's never ending - those memories we had together. I can't fill in the gap. It's never easy to run away from all the things that reminds me of you. I know. I've been there. I've done that. 

I did things I wanted to do since the start that he'd forbidden me to. Got inked. Be with my friends that he hates. Go out somewhere. Buy things I want. Wear clothes I like. Meet new people. Go out on a date.I was happy. I am happy. Real happiness came into me. Friends told me, "Anong naisip mo?" "Cool! Gusto ko din" "Hectic ang sched ah." "Tatawanan ka lang niya." "Iisipin niya, dahil iniwan ka niya nagpapakapariwara ka" The hell I care about what others might tell. About what he will tell. He doesn't care anyway. Everything's over between us anyway. I did those for him not to come back. I did those for him to hate me. I did those not for him to laugh at me. I did those because I am now free. I have all the time in my life now to enjoy.

No doubt, I was happy. I'm busy making my life happy, but when it comes to a point when I'm all alone, there's the gap I can't fill. The emptiness  can feel. For the past months, I just realized that I am so not over him. 

I wanted to have a boyfriend, then today I realized God knows I am not yet ready. I know for a fact that I am not yet ready to get into another relationship again. Not now, not soon. People around me tells the same. Denial at first, then I guess they are true. Ayoko ipiit na papaniwalain ang sarili ko sa bagay na mas madami ang against sa naiisip ko. Kasi siguro tama sila, Yun ang nakikita nila. I do believe, that if God knows I am ready, He'll give me the right man. But the men I coincide, are the opposite. I don't want to make the same mistake like my past did. I don't want to ruin somebody else's affair. 

I didn't write this to make him feel good. I did this because I can and I want. 

I won't rush things. I'll let things the way it should be. Di ko na ipipilit ang gusto ko. LORD, Ikaw na po bahala.

Mahirap ba?

Pilit kong pinikit ang aking mata sa kanila dahil andyan ka. Bakit noong ikaw ang nasa ganoong sitwasyon, BAKIT HINDI MO GINAWA?

His kind of love

His love is suffocating, But his love is all I know.

Hindi ko gawain yan

My heart was once broken. Minsan na akong naloko. Minsan na akong nasaktan. Pero hindi ko yun gagawing dahilan para manakit ng iba. Para wasakin ang puso nila. para mag-iba ang paningin at pananaw nila sa tinatawag nilang "LOVE", PAG-IBIG" o "PAGMAMAHAL" Hindi ako ganon karamot para alisin sa kanila ang karapatan nilang maging maligaya.

Better this way

I wanted you to stay.
But I don't want you back anyway.
What they say are true.
Feelings fade.
Hearts move on
And people change.
Oh yes, there are times that I miss you
And whenever I do, I pity myself
I no longer want to feel that pain again.
Fucked up full of shit feeling.
I don't want to need nor want you anymore.
Let this all be,
We both know, it's better this way.

Happy Birthday Inay!

I cooked something for my mom last 23rd of August because obviously, it's her birthday. 

We're supposed to  have dinner outside pero kasi RV can't be with us that day. Kaya I decided to cook a lil something na lang. Mas masaya kung kumpleto kasi kami dba?

Masarap yan! Swear! Ang sweet ko lang. EVER! >:))

Kanina, August 27, 2012 - we went to Tagaytay to celebrate my mom's birthday. Complete na kami eh. Had brunch in Bag of Beans at Tagaytay. Buffet Style. No left over ang peg ng kainan. If you have left over, you'll pay 100 + the price of what you have eaten. 

I had a glass of lemonade. 3 sausages. Corned beef and a cup of rice.  

Tapos nung tapos ko na din yun kumuha ako mango tart, watermelon at palitaw. HAHAHAHA. 

Choco mousse! Carbs? Oh yes! HAHAHA.

Nung naubos ko na bumalik ako para kumuha ng baked macaroni at pancake. 

L for LUNGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD!

Tapos after nun, gumawa ako halo-halo. Haaay. 

Sobrang bigat sa tyan. Busog na usog ako ng literal. Pinipilit ko na lang talaga siya ubusin. Di ko na talaga kaya eh.

My brothers and mom. Happy family aren't we? I love you Inay! :*