Buti na lang nag-krus landas namin

Yung taong ikaw ang dahilan sa paggising niya sa umaga. Yung taong sasabihin sayo "ang ganda mo" kahit kagigising mo lang. Yung taong sasabihin sayo "ang sexy mo" kahit kita na bilbil mo. Yung taong pipilling maulanan kesa mabasa ka. Yung taong aalalayan ka sa pagbaba ng hagdan o kahit sa simpleng paglalakad kasi alam niyang lampa ka. Yung taong hihintayin ka kahit ilang oras maihatid ka lang pauwi. Yung taong hindi na natingin sa iba kasi nasa buhay ka na niya. Yung taong kaya kang ipagtanggol sa kahit na kanino. Yung taong matapang at maangas pero pag ikaw na kasama tumitiklop bigla. Yung taong never narindi sa mga hinaing mo sa buhay. Yung taong willing magmukhang tanga, ngumiti ka lang. Yung taong tanggap ka kahit saksakan ka ng arte. Yung taong kahit kayo na, araw araw ka pa din nililigawan. 

The story goes on

Introduced by a friend.
Hit a comment on my status.
There it all started.
Need to go somewhere, 
So I gave you my number.
'Coz I don't want to leave an impression.
Exchanged SMS over the weekend.
Tuesday night at Seattle's Best.
Had a cup of soda and coffee with friends.
Not talking just observing.
To kill the dead air you borrowed my lighter.
Then the talk goes on.
You brought me home, bid you goodbye and told you take care.
Friday came, you asked me if I could sing.
I said yes and you invited me to come over.
We sang our hearts out the whole night.
You brought me home again with your friend.
I really had fun. Can you feel it?
Next day came, Told you I'm with a friend
You asked me if that would be for the whole day.
I answered no and asked you why.
You told me "I'm looking for reasons for you to see me."
We watched MIB3 with your friends.
At Gerry's Grill MOA, we hangout after.
Lots of HAHAHA and stories to tell.
As much as I don't want to end the night - I can't.
Like before, you brought me home.
You're the reason I stay awake late at night.
The reason I got this unknown feeling.

What you do to me

You are so funny.
That automatically made my heart smile.
Your jokes are corny.
Same as mine.


I am at ease when I'm with you.
I feel secure being with you.
What are we? I don't know.
What you are to me? You makes me happy.

Serendipity + Breaking Free = DREAM COME TRUE FOR ME

Got myself inked last Saturday (June 09, 2011) not just once but twice. HAHA. :)) Para kasi isang sakitan lang diba? At para pantay ang sakit na pwedeng maramdaman ng likod ko. :)

Sa San Dionisio, sa bahay ng aking kaibigang si BJ. Pinsan niya ang nag-tattoo sa akin. Buong araw ng Sabado, di ako mapakali dahil sa yugtong ito ng buhay ko. HAHA. Sa bahay nila ako tina-tattoo-an. Ang dami kong audience. Tinatakot nila akong lahat. Masakit daw. Dudugo daw. Muntik na ngang magbago ang isip ko at umuwi na lang ako. Pero sabi ko sa sarili ko, KAYA KO TO!

SERENDIPITY - Finding something good without looking for it. Fate. 

The moment na nakita ko ang term na yan, na-in love ako agad. Nung mga panahong yun kasi may biglang dumating sa buhay ko na di ko inaasahang magiging maganda ang purpose niya. Yung tipong di mo iniisip ang mga bagay bagay pero bigla na lang siya dadating sa buhay mo to prove you wrong. Kaya yun!

Finished Product. :)

A PART OF ME WANTS TO BREAK FREE.

Mataas ang expectations sa akin ng mga tao sa paligid ko. Minsan nagsasawa at napapgod na ako i-please sila. Minsan gusto ko ako naman. Sarili ko naman. Yung ako naman ang sasaya kasi gusto ko tong ginagawa ko hindi dahil napipilitan lang ako. 

Finished Product #2

Ito na ang huling beses na i-didisappoint ko ang nanay ko. Natatakot ako pag nalaman niya tong ginawa ko sa katawan ko. Pero masaya ako. Sobrang saya ko. Nagagawa ko na isa-isa ang gusto ko, ang minsang akala ko pangarap lang.


Yung feeling na di mo maintindihan kung paanong pwesto ang gagawin mo kasi ngawit ka na sa pagkakaupo mo. Yung feeling na dalawang kanta lang ang pinapakinggan mo sa ipod habang ginaganyan ang likuran mo. Oh btw, Booty Work at Hanging by a moment lang pinapakinggan ko. HAHA. Paulit-ulit-ulit-ulit. HAHA 

Yung feeling na habang ginagawa yan, nakakatulog pa ako. Akala ko iiyak ako. Akala ko sisigaw ako sa sakit. Akala ko dudugo ng sobra. Pero nagkamali ako. I'm not bragging na ang tapang ko at ang lakas ng loob ko, sinasabi ko lang ang naramdaman ko nung mga panahong iyon. Ang sarap. Parang kinikiliti ka lang. HAHA

Yung feeling na lalapat sa iyong balat ang karayom, ANG SARAP. Gusto ko pa umisa. Uulit pa ako. This will not be the last. :) Totoo pala ang sinasabi nila, hahanap-hanapin mo ang pakiramdam na iyon. 

I just found the perfect formula for me. SERENDIPITY + BREAKING FREE = DREAM LIFE

Never been this happy.

June 8, 2012 - Madz, Krishia and I planned to watch movie after work. Then again, akala ko mag-overtime sila kasi it's 6PM na and they are still doing something. So I have to wait for them. Gladly, di sila overtime. Yihooo! Matutuloy na ang lakad na to. Ito marahil ang kauna-unahang lakad na hindi na-pendeho. HAHAHA. It's kinda late at ayaw na namin mag watch ng movie, so we ended up going to Coal to chill. Thank God Sir JAL was still at the office, may maghahatid sa amin. 


We ordered 1 pitcher of Weng-Weng and another pitcher of Socialista. 2 orders of chicken lollipop na super favorite ko. And 1 sizzling sisig na puro sibuyas. HAHA.

Had a lot of kwentos and tawanan. Ewan ko ba. Araw araw namin kami together pero di kami nawawalan ng ikukwento. Ang funny lang. 


MADZ is the super prangka kind of person pero napapraning yan kapag may nasabi or nagawa siyang mali, HAHA. KRISHIA on the other hand have the sweetest jowa ever. HAHA.


Feeling ko were sisters in our past life. I find myself really blessed having friends sa office. Hindi kasi lahat ng officemates pwede mo maging friends na friends talaga. Get  my point? Someone I can go crazy with. Someone na makakamurahan ko dahil sa tuwa. Someone na alam mong nagiging totoo lang sa'yo. Gaaah! I am just blessed having them. 


Being with them for few hours made me realize lots of things. MAY ISASAYA PA PALA ANG BUHAY KO.  Di ko alam kung saang aspeto ko na-realize yun pero ewan ko basta ang dame ko lang talaga napagtanto sa tagpong yun. 


I am now out of my comfort zone. Kinda creepy and I am really scared pero it also feels right. I am now enjoying meeting different people. Going to places. Doing something I've never done ever.


12midnight when we decided to go home. So paguwi ko, bulagta ako agad sa kama. :)

Life is reasoning herself out.

I'm all alone. Daydreaming. Thinking. Over-reacting to all situation that's been happening to my life this past few days and months. Flooded with unanswered questions. I've been alone but not lonely. I've tried everything but I'm not desperate. Maybe then, I was given this kind of time for a reason.

• To be happy. A real and lasting happiness.
• To appreciate what I have.
• That changing of plans isn't really that bad.
• That sometimes, you need not to depend on others but to stand on your own.
• To finally get a chance to explore my options.
• To live an unplanned life.
• To be spontaneous.
• To wander.
• To learn new things.
• To experience freedom and fresh air for some time.
• To know myself more and to bloom without living in anyone's shadow and without pleasing anyone but myself.
• To meet new people that will surely leave an impact to my life and some would change my perception in life.
• To know how much I can handle and to know how strong I am.
• To love myself a little bit more.
• To finally get the chance to enjoy the life I have.

This is the moment. I ought to live it the way I want to. Despite everything that I am facing right now I have lots of things to be grateful for. 

This will not take much of your time. :)

EARGASMIC. Yung song mismo ha not my cover. Haha. 

Hello MBA.

June 2, 2012 - ENROLLED!

Ang plano kasi talaga ay mag-iinquire lang sa PWU sa Graduate Programs nila. (Though bet talaga ni mother dear dun kasi malapit lang at may distance education kasi sila.) Ang bet ko talagang school is SBC eh. Since I love my mom so much, pinagbigyan ko na para di na ko awayin. HAHA. Bet naman ng tita ko DLSU para lapit sa house. Ateneo para lapit lang sa office. Hmm. They are so supportive. Eh since enrolled na ko sa PWU, dun na. There's no turning back. :) 


Yan yung books ko. Yaaay! 9 units for the first semester. 


Wish me luck ha? Sana sa orientation may taong close sa age ko. Para naman may kausap ako. HAHA. Need to complete my requirements pa. Will go back to my Alma Mater on Monday para sa Honorable Dismissal ko. 


I'm so excited and I just can't hide it. :)