OUVST

You were my childhood crush.

I really do admire you a lot that time.

I can still remember, your name was my friendster’s password.

When I grew up, the admiration I felt is still there.

I was saddened by news, my friend and you are together.

I have to stop admiring you, I told myself.

We always saw each other somewhere here in this place.

The way you say hi and say my name with a smile, made my heart beat a little bit faster.

We then exchange numbers but seldom talk.

Shit happens, we lost contact.

But we do talk online. It’s once in a blue moon conversation.

What we had was mere friendship. No malice.

I told you, I stopped liking you.

And I guess, you never knew.

Now, when they talk about you, there’s still something, a spark as they say.

I never really stopped liking you, I guess.

Now, we talked again. Purely talk.

My heart melts.

Confirmed! I still have a crush on you.